mY nAme iS ...NiCoLe...

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I'm Nicole John H. Medina, here in the Philippines, currently a graduating student, I like listening to music and drawing/sketching, and occationaly in the right mood, I am able to write poems and blogs.... Friendster: ncl_medina@yahoo.com Multiply: http://ultimate94.multiply.com/

Saturday, October 4, 2008

Student's week celebration... I Had fun!




Before the student’s week celebration, I was just one of the students who had a choice to go to school or not, whether to listen or just sit when the teacher is speaking. But I was one of the many student’s chosen to be a student teacher, And in the process, I learned that a teacher’s voice, is a student’s treasure.

At first, when I found out that I was one of “the chosen ones”, I thought how lucky I was because I know that my teachers trust me and what I could do. But I also thought how much work and effort I would have to give, on what strategies to use in teaching and that idea that “What if my student’s don’t listen to me”. And I was really glad because I had this kind of experience last year which really helped a lot, because last year, my first day of teaching during the students’ week celebration, I was sweating so much after my first sentence in front of the class! But this time, I didn’t! I finally conquered my fear of speaking in front of many people, well, at least in front of a class ^^. This year, I was assigned by Ms. Pitong to teach TLE to second year students, specifically about food. I had lots of fun experiences such as making new friends, finding out that your students respond to your questions, laughing with my students, having to make your own tests, having fun with my friends in our faculty room, and many more. But it’s not exactly all about having fun, I had to prepare my visual aids every day, think of new ways to teach, I review the lessons I have to teach, Checking papers, and the fear of thinking “What if my students don’t understand what I’m teaching” or “What would be the results of their tests or quizzes”, and I even learned that getting really mad at one section would somehow affect how I teach in my next sections.

During the process, I really leaned many things, such as the how the importance of the relationship of students with teachers would affect the class or how the class learns. I learned to appreciate more our teacher, whom my classmates usually make fun of. I admired her patience and perseverance, and not only Ms. Pitong but all our other teachers who were always there with us, even if we were and if ever would be one of the wildest sections in the third year department.

And the most important thing is to understand the meaning of a teacher and our jobs as students. A teacher is one who inspires others not only using words and wisdoms, but through actions through which the student’s should admire the most. And after the students’ week celebration, I learned that if we really work hard, we get the fruit after. And I would say I was just a little lucky of getting the title “Best TLE Student teacher for Second year Level”. And as students, we must learn to respect and value more our teachers. Ahhh… Teachers, what would we do without them…

My type of music..

Well, a lot of people find it weird that a filipino like me would idolize or admire mandarin songs specifically the pop songs ( pop is really my type of music on all languages), but that doesn't really mean that I'm not that patriotic or eing nationalistic to my own country. It doesn't mean that I like TaiwanesePop, I hate FIlipino or English songs, IT'S NOT LIKE THAT!

I like Taiwanese songs specially the ones sung by Fahrenheit, Jolin Tsai, Show luo, and many more because I like the messages, I like the personalities of the singers, their type of music are pleasing to the ear, and their songs simply make my day complete... They also make my day so much easier, I love listening to music while doing my assignments, projects, letters, essays, etc.

"A friend knows the song of your heart and sings it back to you when you forget the lyrics". I love my friends. I know it's kinda out of the topic but not really. Me and my friends and all other people out there has many favorites when it comes to music, but when I listen, play songs, or sing with my friends, whatever song I play, whatever songs we sing, we just have fun, we appreciate the songs each ad everyone of us like.

Most of my friends think that my choice in music is cute, and really nyc to hear, and It's really nyc to hear them defend me from others who doesn't really appreciate at all. I mean, I'm not mad that they can't appreciate it but at least respect my likes and dislikes. They don't have to make a big fuss about it!

Anyways, each and everyone of us has our own Ideas, each one of us has our own opinions, we have our own personalities, and own things to do and to think of. Meeting a person whose ideas are different from our doesn't mean you can't get along, but It's a way to learn more from others, learn to improve ourselves, and learn to never hide what you have and what you could do, and don't let yourself be influenced to much by others, because tendency is that you'll never be yourself..

Well, that's somehow out of the topic, but I guess it just popped out of my mind, and it'll be a waste to delete it, but though, It still contains my message... If you want to be respected, learn to respect...

I guess that's for now... ^^

This night.... -= (^_^)=-

Well, I reall couldn't sleep but hey, I found these in my mind...
On the coming monday and tuesday is my recollection with my classmates and I have thought of them giving me letters (which they would), but this night, I have thought of giving them myself(which I do every year) but I don't know why giving letters struck me, somehow I want to make them special.... But anyways, This years recollection, I know is something special...

I was thinking that I was a good boy for the past few days, weeks, months, etc. but I didn't realize how much I know have done wrong already... But I'm willing to change, slowly, but surely ^^ And this peice of literature I made is something that could remind me always of this vow...

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This night
The night when stars shine so bright
The moon serves as my light
This night
When I couldn't sleep
But don't know why

I thought of reasons like
Am I just excited for the coming days?
The next days full of exciting moments
Yes, maybe I just am
But as I lye on my bed
I slowly sit and think for a while
In the morning I think of what's always right
Maybe It's time to think
Of what I did wrong
And learn from these mistakes
I know that's hard to take
But it's for what's best

And as I sit, I see the moon
Lighting up
The darkest of the skies
And I said to myself
"A part of me are those skies
But I know I am the moon"
I have always wanted myself
To be a good example to others
But I guess I forgot to look
At my bad sides, but now I see

I don't know why I'm saying these words
But I know they could be true
I will, with the help of my friends
Help this moon to become full circle
and help these clouds to brighten up
And when the morning comes
I become the sun,
That has always given light to this moon

And remember each night
There is always those negatives
But with every negative
Is a positive
Whenever there is sin
There is God to forgive us
And when there are problems
There are our friends to brighten up the day....


Different and yet Similar ^^

Sunday July 27, 2008
Well... To tell the truth, this topic just popped in my mind, but I don't know, a while ago I was really tired and then I called some of my friends, asked them how they were, I about homeworks, projects and other stuff...

And then I saw how different we really were, and yet we are all very good friends. Somehow I disagree to the saying "Birds of the same feather go together", Why? Among my friends, I am the quiet, cute, somehow funny, sensitive, and the one with an average intellect. And my friends? Well, here is a list of my friends in the boys dept, look and see our differences:

RapRap- The funniest of all of my friends I think?! The noisiest among us, A frank person, And the one with the loudest laugh.
Paolo- A smart guy of our group, he thinks deeply, and yet when he opens his mouth, he almost talks non-sense, another friend with a big sense of humour.
Alex- I usually consider him as a best friend though we usually make fun of each other, He likes computer games and the type of gamer who doesn't know how to quit, let's say he's a passionate and average when it comes to intellect.
Timothy- A big guy with a big heart, we usually come to him with love problems, he usually makes us laugh. We usually go to malls together with our groupmates last year ^^
Gabo- a little boy with a courage as big as his heart, another best frend. He usually is the one that encourages us on what we do, He also likes playing computer games with us and he is really loyal, a friend worth-keeping. Though you don't really want to become enemies with him, trust me ^^
Ronald- Let's just say he's a lazy type of guy but he is very hardworking when he is interested on something, he usually talks deep tagalog words and he usually likes to hang and laugh with us. And among my friends, he is one of the most artistic ones.
Ram- A friend of mine who likes teasing me a lot but I guess that's just how we have fun, He likes to make fun of me in front of our friends, and yet he is a humble, and hardworking little guy, he fulfills his promises, and we both like Ice Cream!
Pocholo P.- He became one of my groupmates and I knew him as a humble, hardworking , and the type of guy who likes sharing, And he's also another one who likes playing vomputer games.
Keith- He usually likes joking around but our friends consider him as an emotional type of guy, moody but good. I don't really know if he is lazy or something but in our groupworks, he attends and helps us a lot.
Rafael M.- a quiet type of guy, but he has funny face expressions which makes us laugh but we don't really insult him. He even likes laughing at him with us ^^
Seth- emotional, moody, and hardworking type of guy, just met him this year and we had a nyc start, he is the type of guy who speaks up on what he says, willing to sacrifice a lot for his grades. And that's what cought my attention.
Patrick- Aother one who likes drawing anime and other stuff, emotional, sensitive, and humble. He is even the one that helped me improve my drawing skills. And I really owe him a lot.
Thaddeus- A smart and funny guy, good at speaking english, likes playing games and I dont think he ever became mad or had bad feelings for us, a nyc student and a good friend and a very suppotive one too.
Yuuri- Most of our friends know him as the rich guy of the group, civilized, and like Thaddeus, he likes speaking in English. He stands up for what he say and He also likes to join us whenever we are in school. Though he is a little maarte, We never let it come between or friendship. He is also one of us who really likes to laugh.

There are many more but I can't really state all of them, All my friends and I are different in many ways but there is this something that binds us together, Maybe it's because we all value our education so much, is it because our faith on God and each other, or maybe we have the sane iterests. But I guess our differences are the ones that make us similar(!?!?), I don't really get it either but I guess thats just how it is ^_^

-=NiX=-

A Time to Remember...

My Second-year life, a time worth remembering! It was just last school year when I experience the joy of being a student, a teenager, and specially a friend. This year has given me both laughters and tears. I have gotten the best of friends and a really great adviser.

I was the president of our class then and until now. My classmates are different in ways, but these differences are good. Most of them knows how to really cooperate, and that's when we usually get things done. And those who are silent and the really funny ones are fairly balanced. And It was great because at the end of the School year, I had them all as my friends, even though we usually tease and make fun of each other, I guess that's just how we show our love.

Most of my classmates then are really active, in the classroom and in school activities. In the classroom, most are active in recitations, and some of us are really good class clowns, but I think I was there for the balance ^^. And we are also active in sports, such as basketball, volleyball and badminton, though we didn't really win, what really matters is having fun, each of us playing the game we like most. And we also like joining school activities specially in dance contests, and dancing as intermission numbers. And I really hope these would also happen in my current section.

I got a lot of great friends, and most are worth keeping. My second-year life is truly remarkable. I always get this smile on my face remembering those laughs we had. Those, times, I learned a lot about life and discovering true friendship. And this part of my life, together with my friends will truly remember, for the next year, the year after graduating, and until we reach our dreams, this experience, could never be erased.

Love .... ?!

Love.....
I guess love is something very special
To a lot of people...
A very complex feeling...
A meaning that's uncertain...
Love doesn't really disappear
Love is infinite... You could give as much as you could..

But love isn't all about giving and getting happiness
Not just about someone getting hurt while the other goes by...

All kinds of relationships require love... Friendships, Family, even an enemy ( I mean, how could there be grudge if someone hasn't broken the love that the one gave to the other??)... Well, that's my opinion...

We humans were made by God from his love, and through his image and likeness..

We are given our hearts, to make us feel happiness, anger, sadness etc..

Life is nothing without these emotions, Good ones make one happy and others make you sad... When we feel happy, our heart feel lighter, In anger it feels so hot and heavy...

But the root of all emotions is love...
Some even so affected that they couldn't sleep..
Some so happy that's always getting excited for tomorrow..

Sometimes, as I read some of my reco letters before, as i see my pics with my friends in the past few years, as i think about my memories that made me smile.. A few tears run through my eyes, cause I know, they were given to me with love and care... Those pics with all our smiles were taken in times of real happiness...

Friends... are the ones I know that will be always tbe there for me, the ones I know who knows me the most...

And as a good friend, I share the the most of my time, and show each other love through supporting each other in our decisions... And i know I have good friends... Good friends I could trust.. Friends that I know will never leave me behind... Yes, we sometimes give jokes to each other and most of the time teasing each other, but I guess thats how we really share our laughs and happiness to one another...

So to everyone, don't be too stingy on giving love to everyone around you...
For it doesn't only benefit them but it would be very blissful also to you...

As a person, I want my life to become full circle, I want to live my life to the fullest..
With love, I hope my life would have a bright and exciting future, and I hope each and everyone of you also do... GOOD LUCK AND LUV YOU ALL ^_^

My World...

As I sit by myself
In front of the computer
As I recall my memories
I fell my imagination, absorbing me slowly
But I feel comfortable..
I play the music I love to hear
And I'm surrounded by my own presence, memories
Although some doesn't appreciate it...
Although there's no chemistry
I won't waste these times
When I know, As i sing
I fly in my imagination, going where the wind takes me
In my world, my imagination, my music

Wow, didn't thought I could write all that ^_^

First Time?!?!

Well, This is my first tym writing a blog
And I still really don't know what to write about
I don't really expect alot to read what I write
But I'd like everyone to know that
I only write because I want to express myself
And I only write when I'm a little pushed by my emotions

As start blogging, I hope that I could inspire or inform anyone of you ^^
Sorry if somehow in some of my blogs I may hurt anyone out there...

But, I believe that this blog, is my world...

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