Jealous,,,

Well, I don't really know how I feel right now..

Today was an exciting and fun day... I had bonding with my friends, played games, and we had a good laugh. But at the end of the day I realized, all my friends, even my textmates, had their love lives going on at that time. It's like GOD was trying to tell me, go, be who you are and approach her, but no, I guess I ignored everything I observed from my friends.

One of my friends planned to have a date for that day after our bonding, One pair from our group are love birds already, One friend was being sweet with another person using her phone, Two of my friends who weren't with us at that time are flirting with each other sweetly, And I even got jealous of my friends who had Love problems, well at least they had something about love right? Well, and I was there, smiling the whole time, watching them being swarmed by ants.

Well, I guess if my friends from TC are reading this at this moment, you know my status.

Anyways, in the end, I ask myself, do I even have the guts?

That's all I guess for now..

-=NiX=-
March 19, 2009